Tante Gua (TG) : mama pergi dulu ya (bipbipbip!)

(bipbipbip!) : iya ma

TG : mama mau jemput papa dulu

(bipbipbip) : iya . mama mau kubawain heavenly blush ga ?

TG : ga usah . daaaa

(bipbipbip!) : daaa …. *nangis* (ga lah !)

(bipbipbip!) : *melihat gua makan permen golia* Ihhhhhh kakak mau dong……

gua : *tampang sok bae* tadi aku ambil di situ ga ada lagi kali . hhe .

(bipbipbip!) : *megang kolor* menyibak2an kolor pinknya terhadap gua dengan sangat bangga*

gua : hiiiiiiiiii……………

(bipbipbip!) : *makin menjadi*

gua : *tampang jijik dan geli*

Yah ….. yang bisa gua lakuin sekarang hanya meratapi nasib . Kenapa gua di deketin sama kolor pink ?! Kenapa nggak ungu ?! (loh?!) hha . Salah . Kenapa ga Daniel Radcliffe gitu ?! hha . Itu sih ngarep . Hwhw . Dan gua ga tau musti bilang apa . Sekarang kakak gua si (bipbipbip!) ilang bagai tuyul . Alahmak …!!!

Gua pastinya akan mengingat tanggal ini (4 Juli 2009) . KENAPA ?! Jadi gini ceritanya gua nginep di rumah kakak gua yang si (bipbipbip!) itu . Kita sampe dirumah dia mungkin sekitar jam 5an . Abis ntu , ya udah . Dengan tidak beradab serasa di rumah sendiri gua langsung capcus o.el. hahaha .

Terus . Ga berapa lama gua o.el. kakak gua pun si (bipbipbip!) pergi ke tempat gua o.el. dia pun joget2 ga jelas membuat gua terdiam . Sedangkan adeknya (sensor!) jejeritan karena kakak gua si (bipbipbip!) joget2 mendekat2 (untung ga ada FPI atau kakak gua udah dicekal di tempat ).

Tiba tiba terdengar dung!dung! jger! krompyaaaang !! (ga gitu sih sebenernya). Hal itu membuat  kakak gua yang dengan nistanya mengencangkan urat syaraf pengen turun ke TKP melihat peristiwa apa yang terjadi .  Setelah peristiwa pengencangan urat syaraf ntu kakak gua langsung capcus . tidak lupa dia mengajak gua dan (sensor!) . Kita pun dengan tampang sok lugu turun aja .  Sesampainya di bawah terjadilah percakapan

(bipbipbip!) : aku mau liat lenong !

gua : *cengo*

(sensor!) : sok tau ! orang itu topeng monyet juga !

(bipbipbip!) : *berjalan dengan semangat*

gua : *cengo*

Sampailah kita semua diluar . (bipbipbip!) melihat topeng monyet dengan girangnya . Dia setengah joget2 disitu . Gua dan (sensor!) cuma bengong2 cengar cengir ngeliatnya . Dasar orang ini . Nggak lama dia pun masuk . Diikuti gua dan (sensor!) . Gua ga ngerti apa yang terjadi tapi tiba2 dia joget2 dan ngelitikin gue . Terus  gua lari2 . Dia dengan segala upaya gangguin gua . terjadilah kejar-kejaran a la pelem bollywood . Gua pun ngegunain badan (sensor!) untuk mempertahankan hidup gua . Hasyah! . (bipbipbip!) pun pergi mau masuk ke rumah . Begitu juga gua dan (sensor!) dan lo tau apa yang terjadi ?! tiba2 dia nutup tu pintu sat gua mau masuk . Sialan ! hha . alhasil gua dan (sensor!) menyelinap dari samping . Hha . Ga bisa gua bayangin apa yang terjadi kalo dia nutup tuh pintu juga . Bisa2 gua terjangkit penyakit panu di kota orang , di rumah orang , en segala sesuatu yang berbau-bau orang . Halah ! Haha . Oke itu dulu . Sekian . Bai2!

Oke . Sebenernya tuh ada satu hal yang saya bener2 lagi bikin saya mikir . Pendidikan Indonesia . Ya, pendidikan Indonesia . Asli  deh gua bingung . Gua kecewa ngeliat pendidikan yang diberikan negara gua ini . Gua kecewa . Iya . Gua serius . Terlepas dari gua cewek yang biasanya lebih menggunakan perasaan . Halah !  Gua ga kecewa sembarang kecewa . Gua juga mikir . Ada beberapa hal :

1. Terlalu banyak teori :  Terlalu banyak teori gimana ?! Gini gini . Saya jelasin ya . Di sekolah saya belajar (saya ga inget berapa belas yang jelas hampir dua puluh).  Dan semuanya itu teori . teori . teori . AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11 Saya bisa gila kalo disuruh ngerjain teori . Karena menurut saya praktek itu juga harus di tekankan . Sekarang gini yah ! ada sekolah yang mau menerapkan pake praktek juga . Tapi jujur aja ya . Sekarang pola pikir orang udah terlalu buntu gara2 kebanyakan teori . Hoh ….. tolong deh . Jangan semata2 salahin anaknya dong . Ngebetein . sekarang pada liat ke belakang gak mindset yang di bentuk macam apa ?!

2. Instansi pendidikan merasa dirinya di butuhkan . Kok bisa sih saya bilang kea gini ?! Gini yah . Saya udah ngerasain gimana rasanya nyari sekolah. Please deh . Seakan-akan mereka yang di butuhin .  Seakan-akan mereka ga butuh kita jadi murid . Ga usah pada muna lah . KALIAN PADA MAU DUIT KAN ?! sori ya saya rada2 (emang) nggak sopan . Tapi saya mengungkapkan apa yang ada di kenyataan . Saya ngerasa instansi pendidikan mengajar bukan selayaknya mengajar . Hanya bagaikan transfer ilmu tapi nggak mendidik dan membimbing si anak .

3. Sekolah bukan ajang cari ilmu . Sekolah ajang cari duit . Coba aja deh pikir , sekarang kegiatan-kegiatan di sekolah yang ada . Percaya nggak percaya kegiatan itu nggak lebih dari ajang cari komersil .

4. Gah ! masih banyak sebenernya . Tapi gua rasa ga semuanya juga musti gua buka disini karena terlalu banyak . Kali ini gua ngasih pandangan terhadap instansinya . Belom yang lain . Tunggu aja .

I sigh at first at the morning when I wake up. Then? Yeah.. another day is waiting for me.. Why should it be? I don’t get it rite away… WELL. Let us see… Sometimes, (every single time actually), I feel life is useless. Why? When we live our life, someday we’ll die. What a stupid thing! It means you walk at a fool road. And why should?

But this method slowly but sure began to change. It has a movement. The question is, what kind of movement?! Well, I believe and pretty sure when we were born to this world, there is a purpose and vision. WHAT KIND OF VISION OR PURPOSE?! I believe it’s a good one. Not only good but perfect.  And believe it or not, it comes from our creator. THE LORD. Why? He created us in a very very complicated way.

Why does it really important? It’s really important because we are chosen. How could? From 400,000,000 million there is only one of  the sperms which is us. So, it means we’re precious. Then, another thing is, we’re winner. You can imagine, from 400,000,000 competitor, only one could win and it is us. Another thing from biology. EVERYONE HAS 1,000,000,000,000 CELLS IN THEIR BRAIN. So, it means, human is not only a simple creature and same as others. Human being is different!

As we know as a human being, we have to live our way in this world. It’s called life. Life is a media for the human being to grow up. Grow to be a mature person. In life, we have eyes to see, we have heart to feel, we have thoughts to think. More than that, we have the problem to be faced, we have sadness to be felt, we have ANYTHING. We have those stuff because it is a process in our life ..

Is honesty for everyone?

Is bravery for everyone?

Is pressure for everyone?

Is prayer for everyone?

Is gift for everyone?

Is pleasure for everyone?

Is happiness for everyone?

Is caring for everyone?

Is beauty for everyone?

Is crush for everyone?

Is soul for everyone?

Is spirit for everyone?

Is feeling for everyone?

If it is yes, How can it be if there were so many things we haven’t get? I’m just wondering… Can you tell me?

I really want to have a passion  on my class actually. But,  all the tasks and  duties drive me mad! What’s next?! What should I do to get my passion back?! I just want to cry… But I can’t cry! I just want to die, but God still has a purpose in my life which I have  never ever imagine before!

Then, the second, I think my melancholy love theory is  closely right! I feel it right away. How can it be?! I don’t know… Why there are so many distress in my whole life?! God… Please… I trust You… You are crafting me and teaching me.. But, how can it be so hard? I trust You have Your own purpose on me…

But the real problem is my friends. I don’t know why but they’re similar to strangers to me. In this science class, it means I have to adapt the new class, adapt the new friends, adapt the new situation, adapt the ‘REAL’ science. And don’t forget, lots of home works… Oh Gosh… Help me to be tough.

About the dudes, everyone has they’re own group. How can the class be solid if each other doesn’t care?! Besides, the class even it only includes 22(because there is a new girl named Shilla, previously, 21 students) It’s so crowded, noisy, like a big market! It sucks! LOL.

Another thing, There will be another student will come to the Science class. So, it means 23 students! It’s gonna be so crowded! Can you imagine that?! It feels I have a desire to slap them one by one (exaggerate! LOL) What should be happen if we are the science student, we have to show everyone, especially teachers who chose us as the science student.

It’s confusing me off. They didn’t try or don’t even think  to struggle about their self-control. I mean, They’re noisy. They talk about the whole crap. It doesn’t mean I underestimate them but, we talk about the self-control. They always talk. ALL THE TIME. Feels like they’re gonna die a few seconds later if they don’t talk.

As long as I live my life, I know I won’t day if I fasten my self for some thing which is my habit. Don’t they understand, science need a deeply struggle, deeply force, deeply power, anything. You need to sacrifice your ‘happy’ stuff to learn. It doesn’t mean the science people should be lunatic, of course it isn’t! But please, understand. We have to be serious. We have to be focus on our duty as a student. Be smart! It’s science. Don’t even think todissapointed teachers who believe we are the science students.

If you read this, please understand, I tell this because I want us to be great. To be a great one for your self, to proud your parents, to proud your teachers, make them feel their joy. GBU.

In there, I watched the sunrise but it was sorry because the  sun  was hindered by the clouds. It wasn’t only that. I saw sunset too, in Tanah Lot.  In there,  I did a water sport activity. It’s called Glass Bottom boat. In this activity we’re in a boat. In the bottom of the boat, there is a glass.  So,  from that glass, we can sea what are in the sea.

I shopped some stuffes. And of course, I bought some merchandises for my friends. I hope you’re gonna like it friends! And I bought some things that I really need.

I love it! Beaches, the view, the atmosphere. So cool! And we went to Legian, to saw the monument of  Bali Bomb. I just saw it in the car. But I felt like my heart felt something.  Something strange.  Something different.  I could see there are so much name on the list. But, my driver said, there were  so many more victims unknown. Oh My Gosh! What a tragedy!

And of course, I made two tatoos in there. Awesome dude! I really do love it! I vow! (Exagerate. Lol)  It is an abstract tatoo.  Well, I made two tatoos. I put one on the back of my hand and the other is in my foot ankle.

And there is a moment that I won’t forget. Everyday, I saw the Hinduist (someone who has a faith in the religion of hindu.) I’m quite impressed of them because they never forget to do their custom. They always serve a thing (kind of dish) that includes flowers, a piece of snack, and a scented incese stick that they burn. So, it will give an essencial unique smelling. It makes me realize that I have to do my duty as a christian.

Until the last day I felt that I didn’t want to get back home. I love it.  For me, Bali is so friendly. And like it so much. Then, we got a little shocked because, We’re almost late to do the take off. Because we were in Sanur, but the Airport is in Denpasar and also the driver took a very long time to took us in Sanur. We’re deeply in hurry. The driver said that he was on a traffic jam. But it wasn’t. Because, he took my mother’s id card in a far place. Lol.

I thanked God because I’ve had a wonderful experience in Bali. I saw a great view, a great experience, and I won’t forget to do my duty as a Christian. I’ve got to pray, praise, do the ten commandments, and follow Him. Because, the Christian value tought me if I believe on God, have a faith on Him, I’ll live in eternity. So God, thank’s to remind me. ^^. I love You… ^^

I sms Okka, called him and other friends repeatedly. No one answered. I hate it so much. Then, I went out. I saw my friend, Marune there. I asked her about Whitney, my friend. Was Whitney in home or not. Then, she said, Whitney might be in home. So, I used ojek (the public transportation in Indonesia, motorcycle.) I went to her house. In her house I called “Whitney! Whitney!” Found nothing, still trying, found nothing then I said “*&$^%$!@%#$&” (lol) I sms every one, they asked back,”What?”  I sms Okka, he replaid,”Choir!” OMG! I don’t understand. Then…. I was there… alone… like the silly one. OMG.  Hix….  I was so stupid… I waited more or less 30 minutes until 0ne hour. Whitney called. It’s what i’d been waited! She said, “Deb, why did you call me?” I replaid,”I’m in your home!” She said,”I’m coming right away! I waited about 15 minutes she came. When she arrived I told her what was going on. She arrived with his driver. But, O ow… she didn’t bring her key. Her house key is left in his driver. “OMG, It can’t be!” I said. Oh my…. we’re trapped! outside! only two of us… Hhuhhuhhu… what a stupid day! T_T

When you’re soft to this life, life’ll be hard for you

But

When you’re hard to this life, life’ll be soft for you

So, as what the philosophy says, we  have to follow that. It’s serious. I already prooved it. How could I say it?! Well as a student, I already did my part. I worked hard in every single task that I had to do. Example, Mathematics, Chemistry,  Physics, so, I always learn to calculate all  the case and how to actualize the formula. In the social study, I learned more from this life. Because, in the social, we don’t use the theory only. There are so many things that I prooved. So, as the philosophy says, we have to work hard! How to do it?!

1. Pray to GOD

Why should we do it? Unconsciously, pray can turn us to be calm because it is our spiritual necessary. It’s the most important thing.

2. Don’t give yourself up

When we worked hard there must be so many obstacles, especially, laziness. Don’t ever be atracted by the laziness. Once we drop, we’ll fall forever. The rest of them? REGRET! Don’t forget to keep straight your foccus on your task, your job. That’s your part, to stand up tall on that.

3. Don’t ever be satisfied

When you felt you are satisfied by something, it drives you to be stuck on that thing. You’re not gonna try to be better. And also, you won’t be raised.

I want you to know something. Everyone has time.Time is divided by 2 parts. The chronology and the chance. Everyone has a chronology. But, it doesn’t mean everyone has a chance. When you have a chance don’t ever think to waste them off. But think how to use that! Perfectly! Use your mind and heart to see it!

But, if we don’t have a chance, we can make it by the chronology. How can we do it? Sounds impossible! If you want to know something, impossible is only for the jerks. Why? When you say, it’s impossible, you’re not gonna move on, on the other side you’re gonna drop yourself off! It’s pretty bad, isn’t it? When you think you don’t have any chance, use your chronology to do your best.  By that, you already made your chance.

But, do not work only. It’s gonna drive you to be a work-a-holic! Oh My! I can’t imagine If  I die by the dying tasks! So, it’s gonna be our favorite part! PLAY! When you work hard, don’t forget to play hard too. Give yourself your rest time. Play will be effective. Play can turn our brain to be optimal after we’re tight by the tasks. Everyone likes to play! Eventhough, you are old. After you work hard, don’t ever forget to give your self reward. Watching movies, playing some games, and others. It’s gonna be balance. Too much playing, drives your brain works uneffectively, small logics, lazy. Too much working, drives your brain stress, mad, tired. So, work hard, play hard! Proportional right?! Yes, it is!  Try it! Have a nice life! LOL! ^^