Part of My Life
Oh man! I don’t know what I’m going to say. I think, I’m not in the mood right now. But I want to share something with you. Well… I’m really tired. Why? I don’t have any passion in the science class and I really don’t know why! Fy! My life becomes worse and I just don’t get it. I don’t have a passion. Besides, there is another case that I have to face. How could this life be so unpredictable and so miserable?
I really want to have a passion on my class actually. But, all the tasks and duties drive me mad! What’s next?! What should I do to get my passion back?! I just want to cry… But I can’t cry! I just want to die, but God still has a purpose in my life which I have never ever imagine before!
Then, the second, I think my melancholy love theory is closely right! I feel it right away. How can it be?! I don’t know… Why there are so many distress in my whole life?! God… Please… I trust You… You are crafting me and teaching me.. But, how can it be so hard? I trust You have Your own purpose on me…
